Freaking Out!

Hey Friends...

Have ya'll ever had a 'freak out' day? A day when you are just a bundle of nerves--with a knot in your stomach and your brain running a mile a minute? Yeah--so today has been a 'freak out' day for me. And for good reason, though I won't go into that now.

Alternately throughout the day I have felt moments of intense freaking out and nervousness--uncertainty, fear, and excitement all rolled into one! Then I have to talk to myself--yes, 'freak out' days cause a bit of insanity--which includes talking to oneself! As I talk to myself I remind myself that freaking out is going to NOTHING to aid in my situation at all. In fact it only makes it more difficult to get a grasp on.

so today I have tried to soothe myself with a different song--also by Ginny Owens. It has worked at moments--and at other moments the 'freaking out' has taken over. But the song (from memory--so it may not be perfect) goes like this:

Be Still, My Soul

The Lord Is On Your Side

Bear Patiently The Cross of Grief or Pain

Leave To Your God

To Order and Provide

In Every Way

He Faithful Will Remain

Be Still My Soul

Your Best, Your Heavenly Friend

Through Thorny Ways

Leads To A Joyful End

Whew...okay--my soul is feeling pretty still at the moment. I'm going to go for a run to keep it distracted and keep singing my song as the evening progresses. The 'freak out' day will be over soon!

Love ya'll!

Holly Lou :o)