8.22.2005

Contentment is...

...not knowing what the hell is going to happen, but being okay with not knowing until clarity comes.

Today I find myself feeling content. Actually all weekend I have been content. When I know that the one in charge of my future is not me, but God--and I lean my full weight on that, I am content. However, all too often, I take the reigns back. Then all of a sudden it is ME in control--and me in control is a very scary non-contented thing indeed!

So when I start to feel the all too familiar feelings of anxiety and uncertainty and fear about 'what the future holds', may I stumble back upon this post, or may a friend or family member remind me who should be in control and what it really means to be content.

Now on to the funny stories!

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